sapphire ward Crisis

ICU

I See You

Cases of Crisis And Becauses

In My case

In early my life I forgot when I start asking 'why' that is the beginning of my Crisis.

I believe everything all of the actions has causes That's why I started to asking.

2009 I lost over than 10 friends in suicide.

2011 March I experienced big earthquake just Before my birthday.

I am the person never can die.

I try to sleep forever by medicines.

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But It was failed.

2018 I try to get out of this universe.

I wanted to proof I am the human can go beyond hyper senses.

April I start to write my essay and starting prepare for the final degree show which happens next year.

I was felt in the hole of the darkness of the Questions.

I found if I want to go back to origin I needed Yin of the R and the A and I Because I am the L of Xiao of the Yang.

It means I needed a Recordist can Receive my thought and Answers of the Questions of I am asking. And the Answer of I 'why I am here' 'what am I' 'how I Could be Me'

I found this world is a game of the word and L 'Lies'

So I did all of the things it will not happen. As the proof I am not a magician.

I wanted to proof there is the way can go beyond the world of the word with time.

I was not sleep for 5days I even not sure is that right. But I am sure I was awake when the police came.

I think I was in half dream in the awakeness in one day. But they thought I am crazy so they did some strong medication for me without knowing my medication history.

It made me mad.

They didn't know most of the medication doesn't affect me as normal.

I spent whole life in that night. I still don't know why they think I was crazy. Because I wanted to go home? Because I didn't want to be in the room? Because I didn't take the white pill?

But also they didn't give me any reason and answer for my Questions.

Why they can decided I have to be in hospital?

I was just in my research.

I didn't hurt anyone I didn't push Anyone.

My crazyness was Better than a drunk.

I was clean not in drug.

Just but of caffeine and nicotine as the legal one.

Anyway That's how I got in to a white cage.

It was prison for me.

I still have trauma for being patients.

They was watching me for 24hrs even using a green beacon

I was too sensitive for splited from noises

I couldn't sleep for few more days

It was no medicine can affect me.

I knew that.

I just begging for let me go

I wrote letters for the nurse

But they never listen to me

Because they thought I am a crazy girl.

But I was not

I was being mad is just Because I was not known by Anyone.

Because they took everything from me.

But Because of that 10 days now I am stronger as a awaken.

Yes now I am the A of all of the Questions

Still looking for recordist...

But at least now I found my origin and my feature.